Hey you

I inhabit myself to have negative feelings. When it will take into effort? NOW!
No matter how your parents treat you, how your life is now in a mess, how shocked you were when you know what your "friends" had done, these are not all your case.

Calm down....

You ARE the person who build your life, take the responsibility and fulfill your dream.
Don't be bothered, and that's your job to keep yourself happy.
And that's all. Life is like this. Although depressed, but solved with joy.

Cheer up! Baby!